Tuesday, June 27, 2006

Back in the saddle...



Ben is...at work this morning. Doesn't take long does it? Actually he just has to go check in with his Captain so he can officially start his leave. He is also on a quest to find his 2 missing Seabags. Before he came home he sent a huge trunk home of stuff and so the kids have been helping him go through his "Army man stuff". Connor wanted to know if he had brought his guns home. That kid worries me just a little...

So we went to see Cars...kind of. Ben and the older kids watched it. Ivan and I sat in the car. He was screaming and crying and trying to walk up and down the aisles. No fun. So we sat in the car and he took a nap. I was bored stiff. The kids loved the movie though. I told Ben that next time, Ivan and I will stay home thank you very much!

I am sure this is going to sound winey and complaining but...I am so tired of being overweight, fat whatever you want to call it. I am very unhappy with the way that I look. I know Ben loves me the way I am and so do my friends and rest of my family. But isn't it also important to be happy with yourself? I think so. I am going back to Weight Watchers tonight. This is going to be my last time of starting over. I am going to do it this time. I have Ben here so that I can exercise even if the kids are sick or some other thing stands in my way. OK so there you have it. I am going to lose weight starting tomorrow. Not today because I have to go back today...Anyway, it is now out in public...I am going to lose weight and look all hot and sexy so the next time they want volunteers to go to some dangerous place Ben will think twice! LOL!

2 comments:

Eric Jensen said...

Susan is so hot and sexy that I don't even want to go to work any more!

marie said...

That's really great Eric. Really, I am glad you shared that with me. :)