I am taking just a short break from my vacation re-cap to say that I am FRUSTRATED!
Now all you Navy wives who are reading this, will be nodding your heads saying been there, done that!
I honestly love being in the Navy. I do. It can be a fun life and we have been able to see so much, courtesy of the Navy. But there is one thing that bugs me...our decisions are not necessarily ours.
I can't go in to the full details, but we are waiting to hear from someone else, what our next move will be. Do we have a say? No...not really. I know what I want. Ben knows what we want. Does the Commander care? Hmmm...probably a little bit. But his job is to look at how the Navy will benefit...not the Turners.
So we are on pins and needles waiting around. Trying not to get anxious for one thing, only to be let down. Maybe it is the control issue. I want to be in control and make my own decisions. Unfortunatley...it doesn't work that way. So I am left to feel very...FRUSTRATED!