behind

I have fallen so very far behind. Not just on this blog, but in everything! Sometimes I think to myself, what is the purpose of me staying at home...when I am never really at home? I just want to stop everything...stop Girl Scouts, Cub Scouts, baseball, babysitting, doctors appts., school drop offs and pick ups. Just have absolutely no reason to leave the house for awhile. I feel like every day I am running around like a mad woman trying to get everyone where they are supposed to be. For example here is what today is shaping up as...

**drop Ivan off at school
**go pick up and deliver book orders to Connor's class
**go walking
** come home and take a shower
**go pick up Ivan from school
**go get my hair cut
** come home and try to do something worthwhile in the house until the kids get home
**help with homework
**get the boys ready for baseball
**go drop them off
**come home and try to get something worth while done
**Ben comes home and drops the boys off, kisses me good bye and heads off to the church for meetings
**get kids off to bed and fall asleep because I AM TIRED

And the reason why I am so behind is because every day is SOMETHING. All of my days look very similar to this one!

I am ready to take all of my kids out of all of their activities just so we can relax...and maybe I can catch up!