The hardest part of a deployment for me is the lonely nights. Right now it is 9:21 on Thursday night. If Ben were here, this would be the time for talking, eating snacks we don't want to share with the kids, cuddling, and just being together. But here I sit. All alone. Nothing to keep me company but my laptop. I am seriously missing him tonight. Unfortunatley, I haven't been able to talk to him for 2 days. I know, I know it doesn't seem like that long. But it feels long.
Only 21 more days to go...
The nights are always the worst part! I'm thinking of ya and hoping time goes fast!
ReplyDeleteI know that feeling, Bryce travels a lot and nights are my least fav. I was laughing about sneaking treats, we do that too!!
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